lying here tonight, its all you think of...

i did not have a rotten day. the sun was partially out and the birds were frollicking on the winds. long walks are good for the legs and the spirit.

i was out with friends for quite some time today. having done so, how can i go back to school all alone for another eight months yet again? how can i possibly be content when my learning environment is not punctuated by glib retorts and open-air challenges to each other's testicular fortitude. who else would agree to buying a litre of chocolate milk to split in water bottles before going into a store to play aisle hockey? who else would think stuffing a large and grotesque penis statue into the back of a math teacher's van would be an apt retirement gift?

nevermind school. how can i dare enter Heaven without any of them? oh Sovereign Lord, i hope they are part of your plan. i pray that they are part of your plan.

for chance has laid it's cold hand,
upon your shoulder,
it's now your right to watch falling sands,
you're getting older.