gobsmacked

i have been given too many blessings to count. even in the most optimistic light i can hardly be considered deserving of any of these gifts.

my associate teacher just gave me everything he had on grade 12 Physics -- lesson plans, unit plans, assignments, previous tests, exams -- things that would normally take someone starting from scratch two or three years to develop and another five years to develop well. i did not ask him for it and i certainly have not earned it yet, seeing as how today was the second of two orientation days; i haven't even started my placement.

i have just been given 15 years worth of experience to do with as i please. i have been guided and molded, poked and prodded into someone with the passion, ability, and training to put it to good use.

this is the answer to my prayer for more land. this is the answer to my prayer for more responsibility, for more blessings, for more talents, so that i could do more and be more for God. with an answer like this, i have no need to fear inadequacy, nor worry about what trials may come.

so here is me, on the raggedy edge of the rest of my life, exactly where i should be.